What I want!!!

I never understood
How it changes my mood,
was I not understanding
what destiny was planning,
I was never satisfied
so i always cried,
it was not money prosperityit
was just the mind beauty,
never liked someone getting forced for me
wanted someone to have a true smile for me,
was i expecting too much
or it was not reality as such,
may be i hurt you for small reason
my mind was getting attacked like in prison,
can I get a chance to know
it is true though u not show,
can u put it in a way
which will take my mind away,
may be it is like u ever cant
truly its not what I want
----------Sonali Chaudhari